MY EVIL

Somehow it seems I have to face the fact
That I'm not getting out of this phase intact
Sure I have a tendency to overreact
You're just a broken mirror and I hate looking back
Or am I the broken one just trying to break you too?
Do I say things that hurt 'cause I'm not worth you?
I watch the exit door and might walk through
I like to destroy things when I need to
But don't take it as a threat, i'm a big boy now
I may be numb all the time but I'll run far
You don't hear the bombs but it's still war
I'd like to give it up but you're such a star

Sitting by your window, looking at the snow
You're a black and white movie of a long time ago
Where the trees look dead and the dead look cold
The same known-by-heart story
I'm forever told If you were a bit wiser you'd walk away
But you're just plain stupid and let me stay
'Cause I can never be the fool who says it's okay
Every time you close your eyes 'cause you don't wanna see
All the darkness of a world that's just gone mad
You say it's no reason to forever be sad
You hope I look at life the way kids do
I wish I could baby, at least just for you

Welcome in
See what's wrong
Are we sinking?
Or are we strong?
Why can't you kill the pain
And destroy my evil?

Though mornings come along with your pretty face
There are traces inside that you can't erase
I wake up everyday my head filled with doubts
What's wrong with me? What's there to think about?
You better be careful if you open your mouth
One misplaced word and I'll run out
When dreams are dreamed and love is loved
Trust is something you never get enough
We keep thinking we feel but we just rehearse
The way it goes things will only get worse
But on the day I'm gone I'll be the sorry one
Then you can lecture me about the evil i've done

Welcome in
See what's wrong
Are we sinking?
Or are we strong?
Why can't you kill the pain
And destroy my evil?

If my love is selfish, yours is neurotic
I'll make you see storms though my smile is plastic
I'll make you feel peace through everything that conflicts
I'll be the mad doctor when you are sick
We'll build a ship so big it'll never sail away
We'll drown in a sea of lies like we're born yesterday
If my time is precious, yours is wasted
Baby don't be scared, your trip to hell has just started
But I ain't no demon, baby I'm just a man
And I'm sorry this road will lead to a dead end
You know I'd like us to be angels and I'd like it to be heaven
But I'm not made of light and my key has been stolen

Welcome in
See what's wrong
Are we sinking?
Or are we strong?
When will you kill the pain
And destroy my evil?

Kill the pain and destroy my evil
Kill the pain and destroy my evil
Kill the pain and destroy my evil